The Flipside

     Then there's the flipside to my last post. Maybe it is justified for me to push someone away. After all, I am not receiving anything for my efforts. What are the chances that I might? And if I do, will there only be more painful distance and distancing in the future? Is it worth it? Hard questions regarding friends. I've made wants/needs clear in the most non-intimidating, non-clingy way that I know how. She hasn't made any effort to see me and rejects my attempts to see her even when I make it easy for her. Maybe it just isn't worth the effort. Maybe there are better people out there for me. I just need to be patient. Time will tell me.